I desire to swallow my food. Things i have taken for granted. *ouch* throat hurts. can't swallow. Even drinking water hurts.*sobs*
I need my voice back by tmr!!!
I think i am losing lotsa weight. -.- Crap...it wasn't easy to put on weight and i am going to lose them again. -.- why is losing weight so easy in my context? sigh
slack 3 whole days just like that. pharmaco test...diez
yupyup my blog is growing cobwebs le. So many things happened in this few short months.
Finally I have completed my assignments one after another by the grace of God. (: Though there are many more with have yet to be completed.
Sigh...have been down with fever for quite some time and thank God I am getting better. (:
can't wait for my term to end. Going to be in the same clinical posting with Jasmine for 5 weeks! so exciting!.. lol faint.
i think this blog is going to rot for a while again. (:
Every minute seems like a year and a year gone seems to be a minute ago.
I need to constantly remind myself that what done cannot be undone. The things i said in the heat of the moment cannot be taken back. Should i avoid ignore an argument/reason things out=leading to an argument? I know running away doesn't solve the problem but isn't better to avoid? For me, i have chosen.
Not to argue and avoid.
Chinese new year is here again. The long awaited event is here! Thinking back, the 2009 CNY seems super far away.
So far school have already started. School is oooookkkkkaaaayyyy~
Had to take lots of digusting module though some are interesting.
Classes end at disgusting timings.
Going home at some digusting timing. Reaching home at disgusting timing due to SEVER JAMS!
Readings are retardedly thick and lots!
Getting overly tired and brain fatigue everyday.
Not forgetting damaging a few of my brain cells everyday.
All the mad rush is causing me to have meals at weird timing.
Yup that's school life for me so far. (:
All in all...
I thank God my heart is still beating every sec.(:
School has started but i am still in the holiday mood. I practically dragged myself to school yesterday. But it was nice to see my friends again.(: contempoary nursing lesson was fun though it ended up @ some ulu place @ the dentistry block. Mdm liaw, our lecturer was very funny and nice. Totally liked her the first time i met her. Instead of having lectures, we had chit chat session for 2hrs! So she told us practically her life story.(:
Pretty thankful that i got the tutorials and lab that i ballot for. Also, all of the tutorials i am with jasmine!haha
Got 2 beautiful earrings from both jasmine and micki as they went for a holiday. Finally after a long holiday break, our gang manage to get together and sit down to chit chat and slack. Had mr bean while chit chatting and at the same time frantically trying to ballot our tutorials.
The whole system of bidding is frustrating and mentally straining. I nearly puked blood while trying to bid.
Went for a level camp from 7-9 Jan for sec 2girls of CHIJ SJC. Lovely kids. Had lotsa fun with them and i am glad they took home some learning. The camp was crazy. There wasn't enough food for the facils. Thank God i brought cup noodles which was my supper for 2nights. The high elements was fun but hot! I borrow a whistle from tian meng and i was really glad i borrowed it. Totally had fun with the whistle. It kind of prevented me from shouting too much to get their attention. Well, i jus BLOW THE WHISTLE! HAHAHA.
A mistake call to khianwui yesterday was a good thing after all. It was then i realized it have been ages since i last talked to him! I had a great catching up session with him yesterday to find out how was he doing.(:
Tried to do quiet time regularly but ever since e 3days 2nights camp, which i haven't had the time to read the bible, the momentum kind of died off. It is so difficult to kick start the engine again. -.-
My first pastoral group meeting @ bro Alan lee hse on the 10 jan was good. His house is nice! Also managed to had some fellowship with matthew.(: At first it was quite intimidating cuz everyone are adults!! But after a while it was ok la. Oh and @ the pastoral group meeting, i was able to see more links. Like who are the parents of who and which adult are brothers n sisters.
Choir on 11 Jan, Sunday, was good. Though i lost some of my voice during the camp, i was still able to sing.(: Thank God for that! Singing the alto is fun! Now learning, May the Lord find us faithful. Still remember the times when lois and me were having fun with the song by trying to play duet using our recorders! haha. Hey lois! We can sing duet when u are back! (: haha. Even though there was only 1 tenor on sun, which wee sing laoshi, we still had fun singing. It was a bit crazy cuz he has to conduct us and sing his tenor part. Lol
well hope this sem of school is going to be enjoyable.(:
24 dec... christmas party at Jac's hse
BBQ food agin.. nt bad. just that most of the food were drowned in wine/beer or watever.
Most of them were drinking as usual..except me n a few muslim frens. Had a great time laughing cuz of vanessa and shilei who got really drunk.
2 drunker's conversations were totally hilarous. took a video but its in jac's cam. Got to get together and really sit down and talk with a few best buddies whom I have not seen them for a very very long time ever since after As. Though some i still bumped into them in sch but we hardly get to talk.
my dear nicholas lim is flying to brsibane to take up dentistry. cool...gg to miss him man. But the thought of getting free dental check ups next time is fun. hahha provided he is back or i will have to fly there. -.-
Pathma rebonded her hair..a total new look. She look really nice and femine now. (:
Kahl as usual, the loud and crazy one.
we took lotsa retarded photos. haha oh! and aiman is scared of dogs. so funny when we went up to jac's hse..nic carried the dog n ran towards aiman and aiman screamed and ran! HAHAH
there were dunking sessions of each other into the pool...and i managed to get away with it.if nt i will go home drenched!
we bbq till really late. got home almost at 1am.
